1. |
Will You Stop It?
02:19
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I'm in pain
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
Can You..
Stop it?
Can You Stop It?
[Now]
The Beat of The Drum
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2. |
We Speak
00:45
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Nous Parlons
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3. |
Bloodtide Cometh
02:13
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Tired of these ovaries
Tear them out for all to see
More metal than you could hope to be
This bloodbath happens monthly
Someone pass the tampon box
I'll need three more while my knees knock
It's never enough to stop the flow
From ruining everything I own
Bent over womb embraced
More pain than I'm prepared to taste
But brutality who'm I to judge?
I'm just a poser soaked in blood
Tired of these ovaries
Tear them out for all to see
More metal than you could hope to be
This bloodbath happens monthly
This putrid stench marks my fate
As histories nastiest vampire bait
He's got those eyes that mark you as meat
If you're AFAB or femme you know what I mean
Killers don't relieve enough pain
Anymore and I'll go insane
From the steady beep of a hospital bed
Daily limits don't feed what I've bred
Tired of these ovaries
Tear them out for all to see
More metal than you could hope to be
This bloodbath happens monthly
Fatigue seeps in to steal the last light
From everything I've made in life
Turmoil after I wanna kill myself
A whole week later I'm still in hell
Bent over womb embraced
More pain than you've ever faced
Brutality I'm here to judge
Adjust your pose or soak in blood
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4. |
Pain
01:25
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Wake Up
All I Feel Is PAIN
Go Out
All I See Is PAIN
Come Back
Try to get some Sleep In
Just to WAKE
Into the middle AGAIN
All I know Is PAIN
All I know Is PAIN
All I know Is PAIN
Nights are haunted by ghosts still living
Black birds on my shoulder
Whole world's at an end
Whole world's at an end
Whole world's comin' to an end
Wake Up
All I Feel Is PAIN
Go Out
All I See Is PAIN
Come Back
Try to get some Sleep In
Just to WAKE
Into the middle AGAIN
All I know Is PAIN
All I know Is PAIN
All I know Is PAIN
Still crawlin' on a floor that fell away
Didn't even notice I learned to fly
Shattered like glass through someone else's ceiling
Shattered like glass through someone else's ceiling
Shattered like glass through another End
Wake Up
Feelin' new this time
Repaired some tears and I breathe through the PAIN
Maybe now
I can get some Sleep IN
Cause if I WAKE in the middle
I'll beat it AGAIN
If I WAKE in the middle
I'll beat it AGAIN
If I WAKE in the middle
I'll beat it AGAIN
If I WAKE in the middle
I'll beat it's FACE IN
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5. |
Daddy
01:43
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Gonna cut you up Daddy*
Gonna strip you down Daddy
Push you to the ground Daddy
It's not as much fun as you thought
No it's not as much fun as you thought
No it's not as much fun as you thought
On the other side of the screen
Gonna cut you up Daddy
Gonna strip you down Daddy
Push you to the ground Daddy
Not to fuck you
Just to F-F-Fuck you up
No I'm never gonna fuck you
Gonna cut you up Daddy
Gonna strip you down Daddy
Push you to the ground Daddy
I'm never gonna fuck you
No I'm never gonna fuck you
No I'm never gonna FUCK YOU
No matter how much you want me too
Gonna cut you up Daddy
Gonna strip you down Daddy
Push you to the ground Daddy
Get your hands off me
Take your hands off me
Stop your druggin' me
Gonna cut you up Daddy
Gonna strip you down Daddy
Push you to the ground Daddy
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't CARE
I don't care if my best friend listens
But I know when your days end
*I'm using creative license to vent frustration and anger; I'm never advocating violence in real life.
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6. |
Bygone Bloodsucker
02:01
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I'm a feral bitch comin' out from where I hide
Wanna see what you keep locked inside
How many shades stain the sheets under your pride
Been watching for so long too hungry to stay shy
Come on baby stretch that neck out wide
Make these fangs grow hard
I won't leave yah too scarred
Entice me down from this perch in the shadows
It's been too long since I've tasted what light grows
I've forgotten the glimmer of what was once weak
Call it innocent to divide it piece by piece
I'm a feral bitch comin' out from where I hide
Wanna see what you keep locked inside
How many shades stain the sheets under your pride
Been watching for so long too hungry to stay shy
Follow you home
When the night runs cold
Swoop down easy for that soul of gold
I know it could never last as long as I'm old
I'm a feral bitch comin' out from where I hide
Wanna see what you keep locked inside
How many shades stain the sheets under your pride
Been watching for so long too hungry to stay shy
But when I get you pinned down by my side
Stake to the heart burns like nothing before
And somehow your smiles still pure
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7. |
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Is It Me?
The reason why you left
Is It Me?
Why we're not friends
Is It Me?
I need your honesty
Is It Me?
And I mean completely
Is It Me?
Am I meant to grow in this
Is It Me?
This lonely emptiness
Is It Me?
Outta what I make myself into
Is It Me?
How much do I owe you
Is It Me?
Yeah how much do I owe you
Is It Me?
For taken what can't be paid
Is It Me?
Taken subconciously
Is It Me?
It's not my fault you always reach through
Is It Me?
To somewhere I'm at too
Is It Me?
Oh god I hope I don't owe you
Is It Me?
But I gotta fill this hole too
Is It Me?
Will this feeling ever disappear
Is It Me?
Or am I just digging deeper
Is It Me?
Wish I could get outta bed
Is It Me?
Steada lapping circles in my head
Is It Me?
Am I chasin' something endless
Is It Me?
Should I just give up and float in this
Is It Me?
Goin somewhere bigger than myself
Is It Me?
In this Dreamscape no words come out
Is It Me?
But I understand it anyhow
Is It Me?
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8. |
Road Fire
02:01
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They tell you to take the road less traveled
But what they don't tell you is
Eventually the road stops
And it's too late to turn back
Too many turns to track
So you keep going
Scraping your knees
On the sticks and the rocks
And you try and take cover under a leaf when it rains
But it takes a lot more than one feather to soar
So you start climbing
Scratching crawling your way to the top
And when you finally break free of the canopy you realize
You're a lot closer to where you needed to be than you thought
But the forest is on fire
And the smoke
Is getting hot
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9. |
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I just keep floating
Round my head
Yeah I just keep floating
Can't leave my bed
Now I'd like to come down
And talk with you
But by the time I come down
You're gone too
So I just keep floating
Round my head
Waiting for someone
To look up instead
And say oh my god
It's been a while
Since they went to float
I hope zi remembers how to come back down
Yeah someone tear me down
So I can breathe again
Someone pull me down it's too high up here
The air just keeps gettin' thinner
Someone pull me down I'm afraid of heights
Yeah someone help me down I'm not meant for the sky
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10. |
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[Instrumental]
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Perpetual Stranger
Nocturnal trans and nonbinary leftist dungeon synth artist. Lookin for industrosynth not made by a complete asshole? You've just found zir! Welcome to my bandcamp, vamps.
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